29 Dec 2013
Hey their my name is Molly. When I was younger my mum was really ill when I was five I found my mum in a coma things really shuck me up I had to go live with my aunt down South for 4 months because she was unable to look after me. They could not find anything wrong with my mum so she kept being ill for 10 years this effected me massively in primary school so it was hard to keep friends. My mum finally got diagnosed this made me feel better. I started secondary school a fresh new ...
27 Dec 2013
How do you feel today?
Conversations so often begin with "How are you?" normally the response is mundane and expected "good thank you" or "fine". What nobody expects is an accurate explanation of my actual feelings, but how do I feel? It's impossible to explain lost?-yes tired?-no exhausted but how I feel can't be described with words or music or art or food. But I can describe what I do. I wake up and I get out of bed but I'm not entirely sure I want to but I do because I feel obliged to. My chest is heavy, my head hopeless I'm so tired ...
26 Dec 2013
I don't know what it is anymore. I just feel, stuck. Like I don't know where to turn. Or what to do. Or what to say. Or how to function. It's like I reached my limit and my brain is yelling, stop, stop, stop. Too many thoughts, too many worries, anxieties and fears. Calm your self down. I put my trust in the dude above And in the others around me So why. Why why why, do I still feel so alone?